Saturday, April 26, 2014

I can say whatever I want to say against my previous work

I have realize everything on my previous work last year. Horror and worst for most working environment that I have ever experience in doing an application support ever. Sharing of knowledge was insufficient to do better and best to do production support. Unapproachable workmates was unhealthy that time to work (time it was a night shift I'm sick of it!) A forum thread upon my previous employment, I'm talking to Kforce Global Solution that they giving an opportunity in reality it wasn't

An experience that I should take note to myself. Respect, I haven't earn that time with them, that time my family is suffering a grief due to my father's lost that they ever not respected that. Imbalance working environment like forced attending Christmas Party in which you don't want to attend with. Why?  Toxic,  Unhappy to work with a team in a full of pride, not to be respected as team leader and project manager and insulting a privacy a workmates life. I don't care if they decided to remove me due to my performance, everything has it's reason that makes an opportunity to see a workplace and opportunity to gain my technical skills performance back with them I earn it. I have the right to say against them and the weird part is they've rendered long years of doing application support of an old technology they cannot deliver. Once you left then they have returned! wow! funny! Irresponsible team leader and project manager to approach with.

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Having a Holy Week

I wasn't have to keep calm myself to do my performance better. A Holy Week vacation and still catching up on our deadline with my current project. Needed to have a daily routine back on the road and preparing for the revenge to prove myself more not just as runner but also as a programmer, now that step by step to regain the real me. Taking one step at the time with the new colleague and a current project with the government will regain my confidence back. It will take time just keep myself focus on my goal to regain myself back. With a new workmates can work with on a project as a team that they can consult whatever information needed. I owe having the running teams where open minded that can share with and ready to listen with a new workmates are open-minded and earning respect. Taking time to attend the activities at the church that will take time be with my family.

Monday, January 27, 2014

The start of 2014 on doing business

I don't give a damp on stress those things in the past and also on family. Revenge is main goal, especially to those people turn me down. On business side that a great achievement for invite a friend that wanted to have an income for their families. LSD on the 60-miler in preparation for an ultramarathon race. Big-break for my Microsoft license that my schedule on re-take exam is approved. Running friends were added, just release stress further on me that make me confidence as a person and again knowing your real-friends are, Once they release how to balance everything so that no one is affected. A main goal to regain myself back is being a networker. Well doing #VMobileBusiness a while by sponsoring and helping people to be productive and regaining back what is being lost for the past three years hope that they will understand that my passion is business, web and system development, .Net Programming lost on the three years where father is still suffer on brain attack until his death on 24th of September last year. While regaining myself as Developer back maybe two or three months. Hope that my plan last year will push through and doing also a friend just past away last April 2013 and the project in a consultancy back 2011.Well done with 63km miler. declared last finish but injury came on my feet and right know doing medication on looking transportation, we've maximize the taxi here in Metro Manila that would be more convenient and my mother was okay to that although she talked to stressful on my end. Hopefully to regain as me were okay gaining ongoing medication is there and rest.

Friday, January 17, 2014

Be the most that I can be.........

I have already learned from a friend said whatever your plans that you have just kept yourself, a former project manager on my previous work that It is better to tell honest, hmmm! that was the usual support that most of the technical teams do. Now, I have just actively online right now and there are invite coming from the plan that I am expected to from comeback, not just doing for myself but also to my friend that he done a project with them in a banking industry about two years ago informed on my friend's death. An opportunity came for an IT position with them ( that time when I had a withdrawal to their bank. Right now, I have the time to rest and help my mother for accomplish the unfinished business that my father before he died, September of last year. Now, preparation on my return first proper mileage run comeback, of course I had to get back condition when I had back as myself when most known me that I can have the project miles that i handled including the tobacco industry. My forte and expertise as MVC Framework that comfortable doing the application support on web application is being documented how is the application was developed that  could difficult to do an application support. An aim also to have a project using the framework further with a regular schedule not affecting the training I had with my running team(whom I really seen your real friends are!) unexpected to see an enemy again! in which I don't want to entertain again back to the telecommunication before in 2009 which I don't entertain again hmmm! she deserves that, shame on her! what she did is unforgiven. Anyway, Trying to bring back every thing that was lost and reputation being as an IT Professional for 3 years.

Monday, January 13, 2014

Start of 2014......

Struggling 2013 for me is ended. If the performance as application support is not worth for the client from the usual support process I did from a hotel and tobacco industry. Health and balance-life is really important to me.I know most of my friends where worried is when I could join with them. Loneliness trigger a lot. I don't want against anyone around in a typical support workplace but I am aiming for the system development well that could be comfortable on a schedule can recognize the Philippine Holidays(I don't want to suffer my health further although that I am hypothyroid patient), actually my team is first concern when they know my schedule that will not affect my usual training with my running team. Hmmm! I'm just honest person that I have earn to the marathon race that you should be honest that most not all where honest. This year, most of the technologies are open on the development using the framework that I'm using a year ago on a support in a tobacco industry. A better opportunity were open this year especially on the mobile apps development on IOS and Android that could give a bigger opening for me, at present that all technologies where all touch screen I mean hey! more on the system development that my goal on my IT career that's why patching my certification on Microsoft that would help for me further before the resumption of work). A bigger mistake on previous years that I don't gave importance on the certifications that would support my work as developer this start of this month know on the rest to prepare further for MCSD(Microsoft Certified System Developer) an aid for me to get back as .Net Developer.