"I know I made my right choice for my future"

I know the right choice to look for my opportunity for my future is important. Choosing the right friends that will strengthen my decision that you have to leave them for good, disappointment during their stay that I have maintained my thyroid hormone good for three years and expected that the results where not good. My Endocrinologist ask how is my work presently here in Mandaluyong, I told what I did especially during the typhoon habagat came in the Philippines that my appetite was not good that she decided you have to leave that the government announce the suspension of work in private and public offices, I don't know on the leaders on the Sydney Australia side is recognizing this, it really affects on my health that gives a lot of stressed and pressured enough for my family. Taking the opportunity to condition myself for 1 1/2 months that continuously marketing the StartYourVMobile that luckily that I have the opportunity what is best for me. Thank you them for the recovery of being myself again and now that I'm back again working here in IT solution provider here in Makati and currently on the deployment on the tobacco industry here worldwide, that I'll be taking good care on this.    

It's been three years on to maintain my thyroid replacement, I had an anniversary that  yeah! I finally made it on the normal values but when I had terrible stress I encounter back Cityland Residence not just in doing support also on the System Design document in which they don't have any clear direction at all. Despite all this things happened, Ok! just spend my time at home doing marketing stuff on the StartYourVMobile plus putting your additional life on health and fitness. Taking more LSD for my first full marathon on February 2013 that could be memorable that where I had Men's Health where I gained a lot of friends and improving my social life. No regrets of go out in Mandaluyong and comeback here in Makati with my running team along in the Ayala Triangle for good.I am taking one step at the time to patch-up though traffic along the Metro Manila, hmmm! I should take closer look on my time so that it won't take against me, on focus onto the task so that it could be more achievable on my end to the projects. Taking back myself will take months to recover due other directions happened on my current project at present. Most of my friends from the running community within a telecom industry to be their co-worker and part of their running groups from the SME.

"Knowing whom your people around you and can you deliver at your best"

I don't assume that I have really closest friends and family ever. Some they said we where close but in reality they where not in good terms or bad terms. This not an easy for me to determine whether the people around but you have to adjust on the environment that I'll be dealing with. Now, that I have to take good rest that could improve myself more within three months to ease myself on the stressful environment in Information Technology and terrible attitude that most of my family where three of us having not in good health condition. After I left, On-going working as a networker of an entrepreneur. A three months that could work with pressure not as stressful as I experience recently. Hmmm! could not be as worst as I expected, hoping could regain myself back as part of the running community will help me better person but being as a networker, I have to be more careful enough because we don't know whom he/she has open-minded and good-intentions. As a networker, you will have to learn everything in terms on how you market your business to the people. that is why you need a three-month rest. Ah! damn work! yeah! I know oh! I see some of my co-workers following me, Ah! I  just keen to focus on present, regaining and energizing myself that will keep on my work as an Information Technology professional once again after I had a six years project-based it's not an issue. Important is my health, running a reloading business with no pressure on a financial freedom that could be manageable for my medicine also. I am living with my passion as an Information Technology proving to anyone that I could deliver what expected in every project and more adjustment on a workplace that I have should adjust but on my experience that I have encountered that improves my social-life that no one knows that would helped determined myself to push myself more and getting healthier as I dreamed off.

"A struggling to maintain my health"

It will be difficult to keep you going on your profession if your health is suffering at this present.Yeah! it will be difficult, consider hey! I'm struggling at this moment knowing that my strength is not enough to keep myself going forward on the task. Hmmm! how wonder?on my dedication on the craft that you want to pursue more. Yeah! we still have to meet our limitations first, before we meet our goals in life. Decided to have a 3 months rest just to revive my strength and resume back to the usual work on the Information Technology industry. Having back my appetite and maintained on it's normal values.On my rest, I just keen on myself to market the reloading business that could have more visit more that could be more interesting for professionals or non-professionals that be more stable no stress or pressure on daily activities although sometimes their is pressure that you can invite more prospects that I haven't could be interested to do the StartyourVMobile. I'm just putting the flyers related for VMobile promotions. Oh! the usual tasks at home, joining my running teams on the practices on my upcoming marathons for this year and next year and getting back in shape. I know my passion to be the best for the system and web development is there, to get back in shape that I'll do jogging not once but twice or with the running team to will keep on shape and be one of the ultramarathoners ever. Most of my friends I can do choreograph a dance production that could entertained people but being one of the best ultramarathoners that could be that I haven't experience during my younger years that could be tested as a person. Really disappointed despite that all the evaluation made that oh! my god! I don't know if the leaders from the Australia knows what's happening for the Manila Site. I saw some anomalies right there in the office. Yeah! that I was also demoralized also, that's why I have back-to-back-back races. During my decision of rest within three months, I'm thinking on what solution that on our finances, yeah! still unstable at this moment that's why breaking the promise that need to have a right choice at all times.

Keep my faith to strive better

I know that could be better that you have need to follow what aspects or field that your in to work on your profession that you know what is the best for you. Learn to be humble if you are still new in an organization yet for a months. You cannot bear your past as your past that you will give a lesson that hey! you need to step up for the best. The lesson that should will learn that give yourself a time from your personal life, social life and work or your profession.  That could be difficult of course, yes you have to earn more with your lifetime medicine although that I had to supply by myself on my own knowing that we are united to survive our differences although we have some that we are really to surpass more is our finances and with the eldest and youngest brother that all the time that they talk to much by themselves that they don't know they have already offended with other members of our family. The biggest resolution to join on a running community that will improve myself more because I consider this is my goal to myself, trying to share my current officemates but I'm not the type of person to convince them to join the activity or not, for me is there choice. I want to remain as co-workers that will not affect as officemates in the office. Always remember that you have to render a time to go on the obligation as always that your are on the right path. 

"Never Say Die!" attitude

An influence by the living legend of the Philippine Basket Association whom just recently retired his number 7 has made inspired the Filipinos in whatever you profession you are in just do, just keep yourself going as long as you succeed. Learn to accept failures as one of your lessons of stepping up.In every game that your component is leading that you really step up for you to win. That's how the illustrious career of Robert Jaworski Sr. that will remembered by the most Filipino fans that would lead as an example of hard-work to succeed in all aspects based on your craft or profession. I would rather do also in my own way knowing that it for me double time for me to succeed in both fields on software development and entrepreneurship also but striving my best to put myself up will be my biggest accomplishment that I'll be remembered most based on the contributions that I'm gonna being sharing without anything back to me. That could be more inspiring also that Marcel "Celo" Bautista an ultramarathoner pursuing himself to win the ultramarathon races with his old running shoes just click here that you can read more and inspire that whatever you do be your best at always. As a first-time entrepreneurs that from the start is the struggling period, if you worked double-time to make more interesting to invest or to do that would lessen your stress from your daily activities and having your financial freedom for today and tomorrow.

"Balance personal from your work"

It's been a while that I haven't write or experience something than the usual. Before I'm dedicated with my work as a Software Developer at present that gaining professional experience on the software development plus exploring myself more on the entrepreneurial side using the right social media practices and exposure on running. It is a learning process to manage my usual activities and activities at home. Knowing you don't have to share it on the public that will make your friends with your network might affect on your post or laugh at you all the time, hmmm! that could be awful on your end but they will give an advise that will not be an offensive on both end. Taking an advise from the people really closest to you make a big help to push yourself on the expectations from your co-workers that will make you on the top of your game. Sports that you want to excel more just continue and make you relief on the hard days work on your office. The people closest to you getting know you better whom you really are as a person. I know that some having more friends is enough that you are friendly or how you manage your self to the people closest to you. Knowing how to balance your social life, your profession(e.g: office staff, accountant, programmer, lawyer and etc..) If you keep to have sports that you really want to excel more expecting the more than usual thing as most of the individuals as expected to  continue their profession more effective and not worrying or expressing it to the public your personal problems so that it will not effect your co-workers.

"I really have to step up and backout the past"

I really keep my focus and composure of what I am having today that enough that I have to push myself more whenever I am doing here in the Philippines or even on abroad hopefully this month. Hmmm. the new adventures on my IT career and looking forward that more challenging and interesting to see further more on doing projects on abroad. The opportunity is with me so I keep myself not to loose it again and my business whom I looking forward as my fallback after as a Software Developer/IT Consultant under the supervision of the IT Consulting firms forever, Needed to push myself more and more for fulfilling my plans in the next five years or more. I just keen on my relationship also to my parents who are know both suffering from diabetes and dementia that needed more on financial support for their medication. Also on my end I really need to support my lifetime medication due to Hyperthyroid patient that I am though they are more supportive on joining the fun runs and marathons further. Miscommunication or Gaps occurred with your colleague may lead into pain that eventually you will not able to grow as person, try to patch this things personally so that everything will be okay. I keep my relationship to him that He will give me also the right path to success that I am expecting at present and for future. We all know that there are a lot of responsibilities that you have to face it at present upon with your personal family life. Yes, we should have bigger responsibilities in the first life though I and my brother experience on our end that our parents has the diabetes and dementia health deficiency. Managing your time on your profession, health, family and your social life with your friends on occasions so that it will give yourself time also to relax also. It is already happened on the past that you couldn't change it for the future. On my experience, sometimes it happens but they are having hard time to move. Hmmm!! I'm sure that the others where following me without any reason or they've seen me stepping up and my past experience will teach me lesson that i could strive myself harder to reach the convenient life that I wanted. 

"Give us the strength to move for the better good"

In times on this situation. I need more strength how to surpass this for my family and also to my health. I  know that this thing has the purpose to challenge on how to balance everything like the usual hobby that I'm using to do like joining the marathon and fun run events just to help my thyroid replacement therapy will occur. Expenses(billings accounted to me,also to my father) . In stabilizing the reloading business, hope that you can utilize my time allowance to build a passive income. This Holy-week also a time to have a rest but also a reflection on how you go yourself on the right path. You know what is right and wrong on building yourself for the FUTURE. I know you don't what's inside for the future. For me, just be ready as always! what I'm saying because the focus to have and secure everything due the condition of my parents at present. I know it's difficult to accept his situation at that on his age depend the behavioral of a person that could be tested a lot of patience more than we have to take good care but when I did a research further on the disease happened to my father and thank god I already have one. I know that he is bringing   my family to the right path that is why we had a Bisita Iglesia 2012 with my youngest brother to ask his guidance an hope to stay further.

                                                                                      

"In the right place at the right time"

I know these thing has a purpose on the direction in which I really want to work it on. Hmmm! I don't feel working on as an Information Technology Consultant working in a banking industry is not enough to have a regularization on banking industry considering that I'm still seeking a flexible schedule of time to do the IT job in a banking industry rather than a fixed time as an unexpected. Seeing a work that is more flexible schedule that expected an output and know how to orient their new hires for the specific position. I know these past two months is struggling for me that I have to see the right opportunity for me that will able to support everything. IT Consulting firms well it helped a lot to give opportunity but the last work it well but in the last five months (Nov 2011-Feb 2012) doesn't work it well because I'm having hard time struggling to pursue my tech skills further in a banking industry. Yeah! not just a personal happenings happen to my family that will be a major factor that affect my deployment especially my attendance that it seems that it happen again in another banking industry just like with the previous banking industry that I had these past few months. I'll keep myself praying and making an effort to have it on the right path. Know I need my prayers to guide me that a possible arrangement for me this Monday will be okay for a deployment that open for a flexible schedule and output delivery that will less my pressure to prepare myself at the office. I have an office-mate before in an insurance company that it seems he assumes that he can do system analysis and finish the project on time that he said but on the actual agreement but my office-mate before who's know a project manager that seems unlikely he did to our team the last time. Hmmm! it's seems that he is know in the banking industry for a project that work on within 1 year that he couldn't make it why? An unlikely behavior he shown on the project and to his immediate superiors around him that it's seems he gonna get his luck this time. Hahaha!!!! nice!!!! I don't think that I should get a long with him because he is acting like a stupid boy that hmmmm! that I shouldn't get a long more.. At least keep on sending resume's if ever they will respond go for the initial stage that's the usual and if they were interested of hiring me in the position that I have deserve to work rather than the other candidates. That's how the life is. it's seem that you really to find a true office-mates that you can work longer. For 4 months already that I have searching for an opportunity, quite difficult but a challenge that will keep me to stabilize my career in Information Technology. I wish that I could meet my timeline for this. 

"A Helping Hand to others"

It's good to see that your common friends connected to your personal account it is very important that your common friend will see your status on your facebook accounts. There are some of my status in which I wasn't able to get and focus on because of my family situation right now that they need my help but on my part i really to do something to have an extra income more than the usual that we earn at the office. Hmmm! I continue my MLM business I had which is Fern Business and the VMobile Business together with my current work as an IT Consultant back to my 1st IT Consulting firm that I've worked on since when I graduated college. I've learned a lot from Whitney Houston's death that every talent that I have that I should strive for the best. Everything that you do at least a legacy that you may influence everyone for the better and not for the worst. Friends might help but some may be your worst enemy still you have to choose the right people whom you will be working with.In starting on venturing myself to the entrepreneurship. Struggling at present because it is hard to convince a friend connected to my network doesn't want to have their business of their own way not just they were not actively working in the corporate world at present. But I do keep my fingers cross to convince most of my friends connected to my network that not all the time you will not able to work in an office and give the other younger guns to prove their worth on their degrees they've earned on their respective universities.

'A new begining for this year'

There are so many talks about having a peace of mind an activity that could forget the pass and move on. My personal account has some quotes of moving on, don't entertain a stupid former office-mates from your previous work that still you have a bigger gaps. I know how to keep my real account to an another account from the office-mates whom I have still bigger gaps. Reading a bible that will keep me at peace despite that I have to a double work for my family at stake. On-Going for the marathon keeps me at peace and meet more friends that I could get a long to explore in some activities that I haven't done yet. Exploring myself to IT events that could even get more friends that could learn something more on the Information Technology Side or what's in and out on the software development scene. Entrepreneurship more that could relief and getting to know more people that could easily learned more on their experience in life. I know that this could be a big gamble but you have still ask his guidance on surpass your problems and make you succeed. FAILURE is there, but this is a lesson needed to step you further. Chances that  you are know start learning from your mistakes, more that you will succeed more as a person.

"I don't wanna be haunted by my past!"

It's getting complicated at all times, I know that the people you don't want to see especially the people behind the good company I really hate or I don't really trust is unexpected to see them on the running events and said they running for a cause, you do want to get stress about the past but your goal is to really move forward on my work but the pass that stress me a lot wanting me not to move on as always. We'll I'm seeking for a new beginnings in life everyone is expecting on that even I was also expecting to have a new beginning for me but it turn to an heartache ending that still I'm haunted by my past and the result my father is suffering on dementia and also my health and my work and a friend stated that she will be staying on abroad for work but when I saw her profile, I was thinking that she is still here in the Philippines and she is with the company friends that sucked me up that's awful but I don't want to go back those days it's painful and it's better to saw a trusted friend that is ready to listen to your personal problems. painful in terms that my father has the dementia and we don't know how to start, still I have to be patience in seeing a better opportunity that the doors will open. A started new opportunity business for me to work it so hard for me a good and stable income on our family. Prayers will help for me to think and scourge myself into a new beginning and new me. Still to hope a fine true friends whom I trusted very much and understand my situation that will give you new advise, ideas on how to forget the past and move forward. Health could be my priority to even grow more and better person that most of us as expected. Know that I am start learning that when I really joined and my regain my confidence through running.

"A trust to a person may boast in staying with your group"

"Even you are newbie in your group still you have to earn their trust to work a long with them is important, that's the key to stay a long with them" A key for a better working environment is keeping them trusted on you to be part of their team to boost their confidence of a newbie teammate on all the projects that are aligned to him/her. In reality, there are close-minded people when I usually talked too, but still it's a challenge for me to surpass it. Life can be more challenging if we don't try our best to solve our problems to we've encounter present. Some said that this could be difficult for me but I have to find ways to fight for it, though there are struggles but you have to keep your faith strong to him as always no matter what a feng shui said about your future, is still in your direction. Having strong faith to God asking his help for you that he will guide you all the way. Once, I have surpass that having my strong faith with onto my work at present when my father had a dementia, it all going down, most of my family members suffer and my work also. Then I watch some of the informative and religious show on the television just to keep my confidence up. I have learned that no. 1 priority will be God  even in the Facebook, they posted that Jesus is their no.1 priority. Now my lesson for me is to strengthen my faith to Jesus Christ and put him as no.1 priority in my daily work as always. Knowing your real friends are that whom you really understand to and learn how to respect you as a person, co-worker or as individual.