Sunday, January 29, 2012

"I don't wanna be haunted by my past!"

It's getting complicated at all times, I know that the people you don't want to see especially the people behind the good company I really hate or I don't really trust is unexpected to see them on the running events and said they running for a cause, you do want to get stress about the past but your goal is to really move forward on my work but the pass that stress me a lot wanting me not to move on as always. We'll I'm seeking for a new beginnings in life everyone is expecting on that even I was also expecting to have a new beginning for me but it turn to an heartache ending that still I'm haunted by my past and the result my father is suffering on dementia and also my health and my work and a friend stated that she will be staying on abroad for work but when I saw her profile, I was thinking that she is still here in the Philippines and she is with the company friends that sucked me up that's awful but I don't want to go back those days it's painful and it's better to saw a trusted friend that is ready to listen to your personal problems. painful in terms that my father has the dementia and we don't know how to start, still I have to be patience in seeing a better opportunity that the doors will open. A started new opportunity business for me to work it so hard for me a good and stable income on our family. Prayers will help for me to think and scourge myself into a new beginning and new me. Still to hope a fine true friends whom I trusted very much and understand my situation that will give you new advise, ideas on how to forget the past and move forward. Health could be my priority to even grow more and better person that most of us as expected. Know that I am start learning that when I really joined and my regain my confidence through running.

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