Saturday, April 26, 2014

I can say whatever I want to say against my previous work

I have realize everything on my previous work last year. Horror and worst for most working environment that I have ever experience in doing an application support ever. Sharing of knowledge was insufficient to do better and best to do production support. Unapproachable workmates was unhealthy that time to work (time it was a night shift I'm sick of it!) A forum thread upon my previous employment, I'm talking to Kforce Global Solution that they giving an opportunity in reality it wasn't

An experience that I should take note to myself. Respect, I haven't earn that time with them, that time my family is suffering a grief due to my father's lost that they ever not respected that. Imbalance working environment like forced attending Christmas Party in which you don't want to attend with. Why?  Toxic,  Unhappy to work with a team in a full of pride, not to be respected as team leader and project manager and insulting a privacy a workmates life. I don't care if they decided to remove me due to my performance, everything has it's reason that makes an opportunity to see a workplace and opportunity to gain my technical skills performance back with them I earn it. I have the right to say against them and the weird part is they've rendered long years of doing application support of an old technology they cannot deliver. Once you left then they have returned! wow! funny! Irresponsible team leader and project manager to approach with.

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Having a Holy Week

I wasn't have to keep calm myself to do my performance better. A Holy Week vacation and still catching up on our deadline with my current project. Needed to have a daily routine back on the road and preparing for the revenge to prove myself more not just as runner but also as a programmer, now that step by step to regain the real me. Taking one step at the time with the new colleague and a current project with the government will regain my confidence back. It will take time just keep myself focus on my goal to regain myself back. With a new workmates can work with on a project as a team that they can consult whatever information needed. I owe having the running teams where open minded that can share with and ready to listen with a new workmates are open-minded and earning respect. Taking time to attend the activities at the church that will take time be with my family.