"I really have to step up and backout the past"

I really keep my focus and composure of what I am having today that enough that I have to push myself more whenever I am doing here in the Philippines or even on abroad hopefully this month. Hmmm. the new adventures on my IT career and looking forward that more challenging and interesting to see further more on doing projects on abroad. The opportunity is with me so I keep myself not to loose it again and my business whom I looking forward as my fallback after as a Software Developer/IT Consultant under the supervision of the IT Consulting firms forever, Needed to push myself more and more for fulfilling my plans in the next five years or more. I just keen on my relationship also to my parents who are know both suffering from diabetes and dementia that needed more on financial support for their medication. Also on my end I really need to support my lifetime medication due to Hyperthyroid patient that I am though they are more supportive on joining the fun runs and marathons further. Miscommunication or Gaps occurred with your colleague may lead into pain that eventually you will not able to grow as person, try to patch this things personally so that everything will be okay. I keep my relationship to him that He will give me also the right path to success that I am expecting at present and for future. We all know that there are a lot of responsibilities that you have to face it at present upon with your personal family life. Yes, we should have bigger responsibilities in the first life though I and my brother experience on our end that our parents has the diabetes and dementia health deficiency. Managing your time on your profession, health, family and your social life with your friends on occasions so that it will give yourself time also to relax also. It is already happened on the past that you couldn't change it for the future. On my experience, sometimes it happens but they are having hard time to move. Hmmm!! I'm sure that the others where following me without any reason or they've seen me stepping up and my past experience will teach me lesson that i could strive myself harder to reach the convenient life that I wanted. 

"Give us the strength to move for the better good"

In times on this situation. I need more strength how to surpass this for my family and also to my health. I  know that this thing has the purpose to challenge on how to balance everything like the usual hobby that I'm using to do like joining the marathon and fun run events just to help my thyroid replacement therapy will occur. Expenses(billings accounted to me,also to my father) . In stabilizing the reloading business, hope that you can utilize my time allowance to build a passive income. This Holy-week also a time to have a rest but also a reflection on how you go yourself on the right path. You know what is right and wrong on building yourself for the FUTURE. I know you don't what's inside for the future. For me, just be ready as always! what I'm saying because the focus to have and secure everything due the condition of my parents at present. I know it's difficult to accept his situation at that on his age depend the behavioral of a person that could be tested a lot of patience more than we have to take good care but when I did a research further on the disease happened to my father and thank god I already have one. I know that he is bringing   my family to the right path that is why we had a Bisita Iglesia 2012 with my youngest brother to ask his guidance an hope to stay further.