"I don't wanna be haunted by my past!"

It's getting complicated at all times, I know that the people you don't want to see especially the people behind the good company I really hate or I don't really trust is unexpected to see them on the running events and said they running for a cause, you do want to get stress about the past but your goal is to really move forward on my work but the pass that stress me a lot wanting me not to move on as always. We'll I'm seeking for a new beginnings in life everyone is expecting on that even I was also expecting to have a new beginning for me but it turn to an heartache ending that still I'm haunted by my past and the result my father is suffering on dementia and also my health and my work and a friend stated that she will be staying on abroad for work but when I saw her profile, I was thinking that she is still here in the Philippines and she is with the company friends that sucked me up that's awful but I don't want to go back those days it's painful and it's better to saw a trusted friend that is ready to listen to your personal problems. painful in terms that my father has the dementia and we don't know how to start, still I have to be patience in seeing a better opportunity that the doors will open. A started new opportunity business for me to work it so hard for me a good and stable income on our family. Prayers will help for me to think and scourge myself into a new beginning and new me. Still to hope a fine true friends whom I trusted very much and understand my situation that will give you new advise, ideas on how to forget the past and move forward. Health could be my priority to even grow more and better person that most of us as expected. Know that I am start learning that when I really joined and my regain my confidence through running.

"A trust to a person may boast in staying with your group"

"Even you are newbie in your group still you have to earn their trust to work a long with them is important, that's the key to stay a long with them" A key for a better working environment is keeping them trusted on you to be part of their team to boost their confidence of a newbie teammate on all the projects that are aligned to him/her. In reality, there are close-minded people when I usually talked too, but still it's a challenge for me to surpass it. Life can be more challenging if we don't try our best to solve our problems to we've encounter present. Some said that this could be difficult for me but I have to find ways to fight for it, though there are struggles but you have to keep your faith strong to him as always no matter what a feng shui said about your future, is still in your direction. Having strong faith to God asking his help for you that he will guide you all the way. Once, I have surpass that having my strong faith with onto my work at present when my father had a dementia, it all going down, most of my family members suffer and my work also. Then I watch some of the informative and religious show on the television just to keep my confidence up. I have learned that no. 1 priority will be God  even in the Facebook, they posted that Jesus is their no.1 priority. Now my lesson for me is to strengthen my faith to Jesus Christ and put him as no.1 priority in my daily work as always. Knowing your real friends are that whom you really understand to and learn how to respect you as a person, co-worker or as individual.