"I really have to step up and backout the past"

I really keep my focus and composure of what I am having today that enough that I have to push myself more whenever I am doing here in the Philippines or even on abroad hopefully this month. Hmmm. the new adventures on my IT career and looking forward that more challenging and interesting to see further more on doing projects on abroad. The opportunity is with me so I keep myself not to loose it again and my business whom I looking forward as my fallback after as a Software Developer/IT Consultant under the supervision of the IT Consulting firms forever, Needed to push myself more and more for fulfilling my plans in the next five years or more. I just keen on my relationship also to my parents who are know both suffering from diabetes and dementia that needed more on financial support for their medication. Also on my end I really need to support my lifetime medication due to Hyperthyroid patient that I am though they are more supportive on joining the fun runs and marathons further. Miscommunication or Gaps occurred with your colleague may lead into pain that eventually you will not able to grow as person, try to patch this things personally so that everything will be okay. I keep my relationship to him that He will give me also the right path to success that I am expecting at present and for future. We all know that there are a lot of responsibilities that you have to face it at present upon with your personal family life. Yes, we should have bigger responsibilities in the first life though I and my brother experience on our end that our parents has the diabetes and dementia health deficiency. Managing your time on your profession, health, family and your social life with your friends on occasions so that it will give yourself time also to relax also. It is already happened on the past that you couldn't change it for the future. On my experience, sometimes it happens but they are having hard time to move. Hmmm!! I'm sure that the others where following me without any reason or they've seen me stepping up and my past experience will teach me lesson that i could strive myself harder to reach the convenient life that I wanted. 

"Give us the strength to move for the better good"

In times on this situation. I need more strength how to surpass this for my family and also to my health. I  know that this thing has the purpose to challenge on how to balance everything like the usual hobby that I'm using to do like joining the marathon and fun run events just to help my thyroid replacement therapy will occur. Expenses(billings accounted to me,also to my father) . In stabilizing the reloading business, hope that you can utilize my time allowance to build a passive income. This Holy-week also a time to have a rest but also a reflection on how you go yourself on the right path. You know what is right and wrong on building yourself for the FUTURE. I know you don't what's inside for the future. For me, just be ready as always! what I'm saying because the focus to have and secure everything due the condition of my parents at present. I know it's difficult to accept his situation at that on his age depend the behavioral of a person that could be tested a lot of patience more than we have to take good care but when I did a research further on the disease happened to my father and thank god I already have one. I know that he is bringing   my family to the right path that is why we had a Bisita Iglesia 2012 with my youngest brother to ask his guidance an hope to stay further.

                                                                                      

"In the right place at the right time"

I know these thing has a purpose on the direction in which I really want to work it on. Hmmm! I don't feel working on as an Information Technology Consultant working in a banking industry is not enough to have a regularization on banking industry considering that I'm still seeking a flexible schedule of time to do the IT job in a banking industry rather than a fixed time as an unexpected. Seeing a work that is more flexible schedule that expected an output and know how to orient their new hires for the specific position. I know these past two months is struggling for me that I have to see the right opportunity for me that will able to support everything. IT Consulting firms well it helped a lot to give opportunity but the last work it well but in the last five months (Nov 2011-Feb 2012) doesn't work it well because I'm having hard time struggling to pursue my tech skills further in a banking industry. Yeah! not just a personal happenings happen to my family that will be a major factor that affect my deployment especially my attendance that it seems that it happen again in another banking industry just like with the previous banking industry that I had these past few months. I'll keep myself praying and making an effort to have it on the right path. Know I need my prayers to guide me that a possible arrangement for me this Monday will be okay for a deployment that open for a flexible schedule and output delivery that will less my pressure to prepare myself at the office. I have an office-mate before in an insurance company that it seems he assumes that he can do system analysis and finish the project on time that he said but on the actual agreement but my office-mate before who's know a project manager that seems unlikely he did to our team the last time. Hmmm! it's seems that he is know in the banking industry for a project that work on within 1 year that he couldn't make it why? An unlikely behavior he shown on the project and to his immediate superiors around him that it's seems he gonna get his luck this time. Hahaha!!!! nice!!!! I don't think that I should get a long with him because he is acting like a stupid boy that hmmmm! that I shouldn't get a long more.. At least keep on sending resume's if ever they will respond go for the initial stage that's the usual and if they were interested of hiring me in the position that I have deserve to work rather than the other candidates. That's how the life is. it's seem that you really to find a true office-mates that you can work longer. For 4 months already that I have searching for an opportunity, quite difficult but a challenge that will keep me to stabilize my career in Information Technology. I wish that I could meet my timeline for this. 

"A Helping Hand to others"

It's good to see that your common friends connected to your personal account it is very important that your common friend will see your status on your facebook accounts. There are some of my status in which I wasn't able to get and focus on because of my family situation right now that they need my help but on my part i really to do something to have an extra income more than the usual that we earn at the office. Hmmm! I continue my MLM business I had which is Fern Business and the VMobile Business together with my current work as an IT Consultant back to my 1st IT Consulting firm that I've worked on since when I graduated college. I've learned a lot from Whitney Houston's death that every talent that I have that I should strive for the best. Everything that you do at least a legacy that you may influence everyone for the better and not for the worst. Friends might help but some may be your worst enemy still you have to choose the right people whom you will be working with.In starting on venturing myself to the entrepreneurship. Struggling at present because it is hard to convince a friend connected to my network doesn't want to have their business of their own way not just they were not actively working in the corporate world at present. But I do keep my fingers cross to convince most of my friends connected to my network that not all the time you will not able to work in an office and give the other younger guns to prove their worth on their degrees they've earned on their respective universities.

'A new begining for this year'

There are so many talks about having a peace of mind an activity that could forget the pass and move on. My personal account has some quotes of moving on, don't entertain a stupid former office-mates from your previous work that still you have a bigger gaps. I know how to keep my real account to an another account from the office-mates whom I have still bigger gaps. Reading a bible that will keep me at peace despite that I have to a double work for my family at stake. On-Going for the marathon keeps me at peace and meet more friends that I could get a long to explore in some activities that I haven't done yet. Exploring myself to IT events that could even get more friends that could learn something more on the Information Technology Side or what's in and out on the software development scene. Entrepreneurship more that could relief and getting to know more people that could easily learned more on their experience in life. I know that this could be a big gamble but you have still ask his guidance on surpass your problems and make you succeed. FAILURE is there, but this is a lesson needed to step you further. Chances that  you are know start learning from your mistakes, more that you will succeed more as a person.

"I don't wanna be haunted by my past!"

It's getting complicated at all times, I know that the people you don't want to see especially the people behind the good company I really hate or I don't really trust is unexpected to see them on the running events and said they running for a cause, you do want to get stress about the past but your goal is to really move forward on my work but the pass that stress me a lot wanting me not to move on as always. We'll I'm seeking for a new beginnings in life everyone is expecting on that even I was also expecting to have a new beginning for me but it turn to an heartache ending that still I'm haunted by my past and the result my father is suffering on dementia and also my health and my work and a friend stated that she will be staying on abroad for work but when I saw her profile, I was thinking that she is still here in the Philippines and she is with the company friends that sucked me up that's awful but I don't want to go back those days it's painful and it's better to saw a trusted friend that is ready to listen to your personal problems. painful in terms that my father has the dementia and we don't know how to start, still I have to be patience in seeing a better opportunity that the doors will open. A started new opportunity business for me to work it so hard for me a good and stable income on our family. Prayers will help for me to think and scourge myself into a new beginning and new me. Still to hope a fine true friends whom I trusted very much and understand my situation that will give you new advise, ideas on how to forget the past and move forward. Health could be my priority to even grow more and better person that most of us as expected. Know that I am start learning that when I really joined and my regain my confidence through running.

"A trust to a person may boast in staying with your group"

"Even you are newbie in your group still you have to earn their trust to work a long with them is important, that's the key to stay a long with them" A key for a better working environment is keeping them trusted on you to be part of their team to boost their confidence of a newbie teammate on all the projects that are aligned to him/her. In reality, there are close-minded people when I usually talked too, but still it's a challenge for me to surpass it. Life can be more challenging if we don't try our best to solve our problems to we've encounter present. Some said that this could be difficult for me but I have to find ways to fight for it, though there are struggles but you have to keep your faith strong to him as always no matter what a feng shui said about your future, is still in your direction. Having strong faith to God asking his help for you that he will guide you all the way. Once, I have surpass that having my strong faith with onto my work at present when my father had a dementia, it all going down, most of my family members suffer and my work also. Then I watch some of the informative and religious show on the television just to keep my confidence up. I have learned that no. 1 priority will be God  even in the Facebook, they posted that Jesus is their no.1 priority. Now my lesson for me is to strengthen my faith to Jesus Christ and put him as no.1 priority in my daily work as always. Knowing your real friends are that whom you really understand to and learn how to respect you as a person, co-worker or as individual.