Snap up to recovery

Taking off to my social community groups and taking a visit on my second home on my Alma mater that I wanted to prove myself more due that we celebrating 25th anniversary upon being first elementary graduate upon taking the graduation back 99 that it wasn't good upon the sickness I had that time opportunity to play for women's basketball team in a top university wasn't fulfill brings back that hey if I wasn't able to fulfill before to be part on a national team soon that I resume work after the horror work I had last year that result on medication. We'll taking a short this month then volunteer myself on organizing the running events helping myself an idea on organizing a fun run for my alma mater by next year in support in funding the alumni association as part of the 25 silver anniversary. Working on my professional work pending on one clearance to be checked tomorrow hoping cleared, having a clearance work able to start to work but and need to have a part-time job for business venture and start-up anytime after the elections if needed and support on a race this Sunday here at PhilSports Arena. Good time with friends back on alma mater when they know me that I am quiet person before but proven enough to them sometimes I go but sometimes I failed on professional career, anytime it go back that will take time knowing that there are other personal things needed to accomplished for good.

I try to balance myself without anyone affecting others

Not all that you can share it the people along with the network can share that it seems more interesting to your readers. I mean if it is personal that you could manage resolve it. I was bother just after the holiday that I may not logged on my social media accounts lately, of course medical was being observed that's why I cannot logged myself online due to needed more for the past two months haven't had good rest among the members of the family with you stress a lot. A workforce that you could manage to resolve it on your own. Getting back in shape can be routine to a daily basis not just with or without a community group attended to. Hope that they know not all the time your are always learned that online services has it's own limitation to reach out with your network, taking full responsibility as always.

Be accurate and honest.....

It quite disappointed that I'm looking for a stability but it wasn't in terms of dealing new hires upon their tasks and other responsibilities. When we say the next level of business meaning you have to start from zero and prove yourself that you have the credentials that the industry is need. Recently, I had encountered from the department that the information on relaunching a new company website has inconsistency, that doing a software, web or game development that you to prove something for the eyes of prospects will catch the attention. I don't know why he is still insist on the layout and content of the website FAST. In my entire web development that I had worked before, this is the only I encounter once and every minute to drag on the status of the website and insufficient resources is taken to you on the next level which the CEO doesn't want. It will keep him backfire on the prospects that will put the company for closure that he doesn't experience. I state my real progress on my work but I was stress on the one raised and doesn't accept any efforts to build a new website for the company. So I already talked the CEO about this and Friday I notice that he is not around that time at the office then someone from admin that he was fired already by CEO upon the address and the admin that I'll be going back for the pay on the 18th of September for some new hires to use the facilities. When the CEO confronted me that was lunch time that he had appreciate efforts for the good of his company upon limited resources, that will take years from Game Provider to another next level. 

Patience still working

I take to have still seeing better opportunity for one year with envious attitude with mother and the eldest since our father left here in this earth (it would be his 3rd Death Anniversary) with the grieve and anger upon they to me and youngest upon my lifetime medication that my doctor is expecting before holy-week. Oh! lord on looking the better opportunity is to difficult and if it is Information Technology on the envious employers upon hiring a candidate. Wow! I took more patience on that upon my mother's envious attitude in terms of holding a budget in this house. Hope that my fb friends and should bear with me due that I have to catch up my accounts with overdue(argg!!!)darn! I could help on with family attitude but I keen and pray for it everyday before my morning shift where I have to over-all a website that something to work on freelance which is PHP/WordPress something that I could vindicated on .Net projects hopefully on before my forecasting my retirement and working double time. Couldn't tell my envy mother(as part of the family that's why Idon't intent have a family to introduce their lolo and lola upon their attitude), bear with me that I would go back with the sport that my health as hypothyroid patient has which is running and fitness.

Earn Trust

I have experience these past few months results of wrong choice of work to end that my medicine and running put on sacrifice, that's make me weak.Of Course needed to earn trust which you worked it out first with your family that you able hopefully rely-on but upon the lack of financial support that both you need will be a big sacrifice that keep my motivation to  double time not just financial support but health also. Know that i'm current find a work with better benefits that we everyone is needed so I focus myself today that I'm having right now. Giving myself my best foot forward for my current work and road to be a fitness coach after catching up my work lapse as System Developer for good. I know this not an easy tasks to do that will take more focus and dedication on passion that will make you grow more as a person and stay healthy and get back restored everything 

I can say whatever I want to say against my previous work

I have realize everything on my previous work last year. Horror and worst for most working environment that I have ever experience in doing an application support ever. Sharing of knowledge was insufficient to do better and best to do production support. Unapproachable workmates was unhealthy that time to work (time it was a night shift I'm sick of it!) A forum thread upon my previous employment, I'm talking to Kforce Global Solution that they giving an opportunity in reality it wasn't. 

http://www.pinoyexchange.com/forums/showthread.php?t=385675.

An experience that I should take note to myself. Respect, I haven't earn that time with them, that time my family is suffering a grief due to my father's lost that they ever not respected that. Imbalance working environment like forced attending Christmas Party in which you don't want to attend with. Why?  Toxic,  Unhappy to work with a team in a full of pride, not to be respected as team leader and project manager and insulting a privacy a workmates life. I don't care if they decided to remove me due to my performance, everything has it's reason that makes an opportunity to see a workplace and opportunity to gain my technical skills performance back with them I earn it. I have the right to say against them and the weird part is they've rendered long years of doing application support of an old technology they cannot deliver. Once you left then they have returned! wow! funny! Irresponsible team leader and project manager to approach with.

Having a Holy Week

I wasn't have to keep calm myself to do my performance better. A Holy Week vacation and still catching up on our deadline with my current project. Needed to have a daily routine back on the road and preparing for the revenge to prove myself more not just as runner but also as a programmer, now that step by step to regain the real me. Taking one step at the time with the new colleague and a current project with the government will regain my confidence back. It will take time just keep myself focus on my goal to regain myself back. With a new workmates can work with on a project as a team that they can consult whatever information needed. I owe having the running teams where open minded that can share with and ready to listen with a new workmates are open-minded and earning respect. Taking time to attend the activities at the church that will take time be with my family.

The start of 2014 on doing business

I don't give a damp on stress those things in the past and also on family. Revenge is main goal, especially to those people turn me down. On business side that a great achievement for invite a friend that wanted to have an income for their families. LSD on the 60-miler in preparation for an ultramarathon race. Big-break for my Microsoft license that my schedule on re-take exam is approved. Running friends were added, just release stress further on me that make me confidence as a person and again knowing your real-friends are, Once they release how to balance everything so that no one is affected. A main goal to regain myself back is being a networker. Well doing #VMobileBusiness a while by sponsoring and helping people to be productive and regaining back what is being lost for the past three years hope that they will understand that my passion is business, web and system development, .Net Programming lost on the three years where father is still suffer on brain attack until his death on 24th of September last year. While regaining myself as Developer back maybe two or three months. Hope that my plan last year will push through and doing also a friend just past away last April 2013 and the project in a consultancy back 2011.Well done with 63km miler. declared last finish but injury came on my feet and right know doing medication on looking transportation, we've maximize the taxi here in Metro Manila that would be more convenient and my mother was okay to that although she talked to stressful on my end. Hopefully to regain as me were okay gaining ongoing medication is there and rest.

Be the most that I can be.........

I have already learned from a friend said whatever your plans that you have just kept yourself, a former project manager on my previous work that It is better to tell honest, hmmm! that was the usual support that most of the technical teams do. Now, I have just actively online right now and there are invite coming from the plan that I am expected to from comeback, not just doing for myself but also to my friend that he done a project with them in a banking industry about two years ago informed on my friend's death. An opportunity came for an IT position with them ( that time when I had a withdrawal to their bank. Right now, I have the time to rest and help my mother for accomplish the unfinished business that my father before he died, September of last year. Now, preparation on my return first proper mileage run comeback, of course I had to get back condition when I had back as myself when most known me that I can have the project miles that i handled including the tobacco industry. My forte and expertise as MVC Framework that comfortable doing the application support on web application is being documented how is the application was developed that  could difficult to do an application support. An aim also to have a project using the framework further with a regular schedule not affecting the training I had with my running team(whom I really seen your real friends are!) unexpected to see an enemy again! in which I don't want to entertain again back to the telecommunication before in 2009 which I don't entertain again hmmm! she deserves that, shame on her! what she did is unforgiven. Anyway, Trying to bring back every thing that was lost and reputation being as an IT Professional for 3 years.

Start of 2014......

Struggling 2013 for me is ended. If the performance as application support is not worth for the client from the usual support process I did from a hotel and tobacco industry. Health and balance-life is really important to me.I know most of my friends where worried is when I could join with them. Loneliness trigger a lot. I don't want against anyone around in a typical support workplace but I am aiming for the system development well that could be comfortable on a schedule can recognize the Philippine Holidays(I don't want to suffer my health further although that I am hypothyroid patient), actually my team is first concern when they know my schedule that will not affect my usual training with my running team. Hmmm! I'm just honest person that I have earn to the marathon race that you should be honest that most not all where honest. This year, most of the technologies are open on the development using the framework that I'm using a year ago on a support in a tobacco industry. A better opportunity were open this year especially on the mobile apps development on IOS and Android that could give a bigger opening for me, at present that all technologies where all touch screen I mean hey! more on the system development that my goal on my IT career that's why patching my certification on Microsoft that would help for me further before the resumption of work). A bigger mistake on previous years that I don't gave importance on the certifications that would support my work as developer this start of this month know on the rest to prepare further for MCSD(Microsoft Certified System Developer) an aid for me to get back as .Net Developer.

On the 31st Birthday...

It's rainy but the celebration never stops, I know that I have spend more time with my family and give support to our national team THE SMART GILAS PILIPINAS won the silver medal and an assurance to be part on the FIBA 2014. Watching THE VOICE OF THE PHILIPPINES, THE BATTLES. I know that one of my gift was ever fulfilled for the SMART GILAS PILIPINAS to qualify the FIBA WORLD CHAMPIONSHIP 2014. So blessed beside on the trials I had recent, A lost friend died last April in which I wasn't informed or aware but for the Tagaytay to Kawit Cavite UltraMarathon with my running team #AyalaTriads. Overwhelming and it brings back the real me where to perform better on my current projects that I handle, Just keep myself moving forward and forget the awful happen on the recent project where my cousin is connected that unexpected happened to his wife and his first daughter, our condolences and prayers that our family can offer and also support to boost  his confidence to get back. A boost for my running friends to keep on my first 50km UltraMarathon that will be part as one ultramarathoners here in the Philippines and helping to fulfill my dream but my friend dream to overcome a 50km race. I keep my preparations on-going despite the schedules needed to fix and getting my certification also, I needed to reschedule first because the said schedule is a holiday needed to verify tomorrow. For my friends(running community), classmates and my former office-mates to say thank you for your support.  To the recent team that I had in a tobacco industry, need to work in a honest so that the people around you gained more trust to have projects with you more, that should deserve a lesson from that experience.

Enjoy Life and be healthy!

I am still maintaining my health condition, despite the struggle happen that I need to surpass it. Knowing that a friend whom that I haven't spoke about 3 months and a common friend just meet along in Makati just informed us that a friend informed us that he passed away  suffered from the deep health condition.That's why, I should keen myself to have my medical check-up, having a rest and sleep that could even helped me to re-energize myself. Right now, I'm enjoying whatever that I have, taking good care of the job that I have that will give the opportunity to sharpen my technical skills further.Well life goes on, I know that he is in good hands with our lord almighty. For all the races that I'll be joining with also dedicated to him also that once he was part of the running community and his team #TeamTitans that I have already extended my thanks to them, they made him major relief despite the stress he had as a project manager in the IT industry. I'll be extended my condolences to his family and prayers to keep them strong and stay positive as always.For every race that I'll be joining with, I have to keep on training more and help to win together with #AyalaTriads also.On a relief, After on my night shift, extend myself to have a sleep because that my cause a lousy performance if don't have a good sleep further. Watching #TheRyzzaMaeShow that could helped further to have a relief after work.That time it wasn't have the perfect way to get-off and start again after the recent project, but a more rest that catch-up everything.

Freelancing projects to continue.......

Despite the stress and hey! the stress at our house on having the assistance to my , well I'm doing something productive and not to be stress again and again. Although that is quite fast to resume a work, this time I want to sure my real comeback. I'll be setting the telecommunication industry will be the last option upon my return, because I have receive respect and credits upon a job well done among the projects handled before in 2009 and looking forward to work with your friends in the running community also. A balance-life that would not trigger and suffer your health again. Continue on-going bid and lucky I have one project to work on within this week also had more appointments to attend and check the schedule for the continuation on my three session here at The Medical City. Continue on inviting people seeking for an extra income using their existing SIM and cellphone that most people where using plus doing blogging

On my recovery...... Back on Track..........

It's been my three sessions here at the Medical City to have my rehabilitation at present before the resumption on my work is back on track. On my three session, seems that they are improvements on back and I don't see any stress except in our home with my mother. Hmmm, the usual household chores! but I'm hoping to have a progress on StartYourVMobileNow that could on more effective marketing strategy that would catch people interested to have an extra income, that could be more challenging to do the digital marketing. Research on the new marketing strategy as well while waiting for my effort on possible return to my previous. work? hmmm! but I'm looking forward to the industry that I've excel with on the previous years from real estate, food and beverages, hotel, pharmaceutical, telecommunication (possible to end my career with former teammates.)travel and manufacturing but for the mean time, taking two to three months upon the waiting on possible return to previous work( back on the application support on the hotel industry, that could everything should be correct on a previous work I had with them or just left.) or back to the telecommunication industry until my end working in an IT Industry for the projects where successful launch, hmmm with no regrets! thou I have backlogs but I have learned to face it, just on of the Pitch for me as a Developer. Hmmm! heard the news recently on the NO SMOKING BAN on the public places, ooh! that could give an ouch! on the workers in the tobacco industry kill the business on the NO SMOKING BAN  by PHILHEALTH, with no regrets of not recognize the projects handled that might get down on the chances to get back that's why I put as freelancing project bid to have a project in exchange to this with the tobacco industry. Of course, to resume everything that is back on track, indefinite on two to three months but I'm working on it to resume everything on track.

More productive women in doing men's job

Hmmm! I have seen most of the years doing and providing solution for the industry finest here at present. On the system development that I've seen for most of the years had that most of the men developers where not (not all Men Developers does) as dedicated to accomplished projects than the women can bring project miles on their handling that make it to success on one group. A team that works either one of your members are men and women, but as long on their contribution and acknowledge within the organization that a professional you've been working with. Once every important thing that a professional to do for just a member has a task to do, can consider will be more productive, a lesson that learned from a project recent I handled by most of the members of the team where boys, a mindset that they can still dominate the results wanted as unexpected. Hmmm! they where not serious as I am doing for the four years doing projects with or without the technical skills needed for the project on different industries including the recent project that I had whom you've heard on different news program. Learned to be with your member to learn something new that you've haven't experience yet on your profession. A work ethic or a technique to do something can lessen a workload tasks that you've been doing in an industry you've working with.

Respect every plan's decision of your co-worker after their professional career

In the typical decision that you've been working, there are a lot issue where being tag that could be shameful on your professional career that no one will affected. But in the team project that each member doesn't know the meaning of respect on you work that could be sound BAD in the eyes not just with the company but also with your co-workers. A sign of unprofessional and couldn't focus on what your doing might inside the workplace. Some members of the team doesn't have the awareness that hey! these is an agreement that a project should be confidential, every break-time and before you go home talked about the project that you handling that quite awful and irritated to be with them because it is not appreciated to talk in a typical workplace unlike the former colleagues that we usually talked about the travel, food,sports and photography that is common and very interesting to share with your co-workers. Joining in the communities(e.g: running, blogging and etc..) that could build up more friends further that will ease the stress activity with your co-workers, that could be appreciated also to your company that will not question you further. These will imitate the usual work-balance lifestyle that all of us wanted more. It's hard to earn the trust and respect within your co-worker, if you are newbie, manage yourself to limit your actions within in a typical  workplace. For doing tough Support tasks that it might cause also on your health and time to have take good care of one your family members that needed a attention from us without any consideration from your co-workers. Seeing how they worked with many discrepancy on their daily tasks from their members with many thoughts by themselves.  Just a reminder: Learned to be more have understanding and respect on your members that will keep you on going. It gives more appreciated for your co-worker not to talk about that could be offensive on their end.

Keep my routine going for 2013

I know it will difficult for me as a professional to keep moving forward if one of the members in our family that you need more time and my health that on my deployment that I've expose on the chemicals made on a tobacco industry and ah! big headache also. Hmmm! that could be also a stress on the youngest brother that could be. Awww! I know it could be difficult to have a time management but it will take a bit steps by steps before steps you accomplished it. I know that as being part of our family is fighting also for survival on his life but still we have to prepare and pursuing my plans that my father could be more happier rather than on his right condition. Prayers will help that give us the right track and bring us peaceful day for us. At least that could make him happy although the company that he serve for 30 years is know with MVP Group of Companies that make me chances to reunited once more probably by next year and being part also of the group of marathoners that may able to helped a lot to grow and move forward as an IT Professional and as Individual. I know that my friends from my running team wanted me to be part also on the telecoms running team as one of the marathoners, also to be their co-worker hoping that these will be my comeback on the telecom industry. 

Merry Christmas 2012

I have just realize one thing that really helped me a lot on my personality. My world is not around with the work or delivery of the project, a matter on how you balance and manage to face those responsibilities in daily lives. Knowing your mistakes that you shouldn't do it again and again. A learning from my running community to improve myself more than I have between six years as a project-based IT Consultant. We'll right now, I'm just enjoying my stint with Primesoft Philippines c/o of ProAlliance Consulting that my job is to continue the task of previous developer. Ah! I know that we don't like each other to work as teammates, but in a few months time that I have learned to enjoyed their company having the year-ender at Boracacy. Hmmm! the usual tasks that still we have to be 24/7 on my father on what he is doing. Okay! then we call our relatives at the province in Capas Tarlac to provide us a maid but she has confusing and inaccurate answers to our offer then we just continue on our task then they call and we will pick-up at the province of Capas Tarlac by next year. We just see if she accomplish on what she said in the first place. There are times that changes her mind to decision to work with us makes us have doubts on her services. Of Course, We are not satisfied the way she treat my father on that condition and second she doesn't know how to organize her workload further so she ask our permission for going back to province and said yes at this present she never called or tell that she's not coming back anymore. Yeah! My Mother was right on the other hand, Arggh!!! we still suffering. How we can accomplished the pending transactions that my father made for us?. That could be inevitable my that brother will accomplished on that.

"I know I made my right choice for my future"

I know the right choice to look for my opportunity for my future is important. Choosing the right friends that will strengthen my decision that you have to leave them for good, disappointment during their stay that I have maintained my thyroid hormone good for three years and expected that the results where not good. My Endocrinologist ask how is my work presently here in Mandaluyong, I told what I did especially during the typhoon habagat came in the Philippines that my appetite was not good that she decided you have to leave that the government announce the suspension of work in private and public offices, I don't know on the leaders on the Sydney Australia side is recognizing this, it really affects on my health that gives a lot of stressed and pressured enough for my family. Taking the opportunity to condition myself for 1 1/2 months that continuously marketing the StartYourVMobile that luckily that I have the opportunity what is best for me. Thank you them for the recovery of being myself again and now that I'm back again working here in IT solution provider here in Makati and currently on the deployment on the tobacco industry here worldwide, that I'll be taking good care on this.    

It's been three years on to maintain my thyroid replacement, I had an anniversary that  yeah! I finally made it on the normal values but when I had terrible stress I encounter back Cityland Residence not just in doing support also on the System Design document in which they don't have any clear direction at all. Despite all this things happened, Ok! just spend my time at home doing marketing stuff on the StartYourVMobile plus putting your additional life on health and fitness. Taking more LSD for my first full marathon on February 2013 that could be memorable that where I had Men's Health where I gained a lot of friends and improving my social life. No regrets of go out in Mandaluyong and comeback here in Makati with my running team along in the Ayala Triangle for good.I am taking one step at the time to patch-up though traffic along the Metro Manila, hmmm! I should take closer look on my time so that it won't take against me, on focus onto the task so that it could be more achievable on my end to the projects. Taking back myself will take months to recover due other directions happened on my current project at present. Most of my friends from the running community within a telecom industry to be their co-worker and part of their running groups from the SME.

"Knowing whom your people around you and can you deliver at your best"

I don't assume that I have really closest friends and family ever. Some they said we where close but in reality they where not in good terms or bad terms. This not an easy for me to determine whether the people around but you have to adjust on the environment that I'll be dealing with. Now, that I have to take good rest that could improve myself more within three months to ease myself on the stressful environment in Information Technology and terrible attitude that most of my family where three of us having not in good health condition. After I left, On-going working as a networker of an entrepreneur. A three months that could work with pressure not as stressful as I experience recently. Hmmm! could not be as worst as I expected, hoping could regain myself back as part of the running community will help me better person but being as a networker, I have to be more careful enough because we don't know whom he/she has open-minded and good-intentions. As a networker, you will have to learn everything in terms on how you market your business to the people. that is why you need a three-month rest. Ah! damn work! yeah! I know oh! I see some of my co-workers following me, Ah! I  just keen to focus on present, regaining and energizing myself that will keep on my work as an Information Technology professional once again after I had a six years project-based it's not an issue. Important is my health, running a reloading business with no pressure on a financial freedom that could be manageable for my medicine also. I am living with my passion as an Information Technology proving to anyone that I could deliver what expected in every project and more adjustment on a workplace that I have should adjust but on my experience that I have encountered that improves my social-life that no one knows that would helped determined myself to push myself more and getting healthier as I dreamed off.