Snap up to recovery

Taking off to my social community groups and taking a visit on my second home on my Alma mater that I wanted to prove myself more due that we celebrating 25th anniversary upon being first elementary graduate upon taking the graduation back 99 that it wasn't good upon the sickness I had that time opportunity to play for women's basketball team in a top university wasn't fulfill brings back that hey if I wasn't able to fulfill before to be part on a national team soon that I resume work after the horror work I had last year that result on medication. We'll taking a short this month then volunteer myself on organizing the running events helping myself an idea on organizing a fun run for my alma mater by next year in support in funding the alumni association as part of the 25 silver anniversary. Working on my professional work pending on one clearance to be checked tomorrow hoping cleared, having a clearance work able to start to work but and need to have a part-time job for business venture and start-up anytime after the elections if needed and support on a race this Sunday here at PhilSports Arena. Good time with friends back on alma mater when they know me that I am quiet person before but proven enough to them sometimes I go but sometimes I failed on professional career, anytime it go back that will take time knowing that there are other personal things needed to accomplished for good.

I try to balance myself without anyone affecting others

Not all that you can share it the people along with the network can share that it seems more interesting to your readers. I mean if it is personal that you could manage resolve it. I was bother just after the holiday that I may not logged on my social media accounts lately, of course medical was being observed that's why I cannot logged myself online due to needed more for the past two months haven't had good rest among the members of the family with you stress a lot. A workforce that you could manage to resolve it on your own. Getting back in shape can be routine to a daily basis not just with or without a community group attended to. Hope that they know not all the time your are always learned that online services has it's own limitation to reach out with your network, taking full responsibility as always.

Be accurate and honest.....

It quite disappointed that I'm looking for a stability but it wasn't in terms of dealing new hires upon their tasks and other responsibilities. When we say the next level of business meaning you have to start from zero and prove yourself that you have the credentials that the industry is need. Recently, I had encountered from the department that the information on relaunching a new company website has inconsistency, that doing a software, web or game development that you to prove something for the eyes of prospects will catch the attention. I don't know why he is still insist on the layout and content of the website FAST. In my entire web development that I had worked before, this is the only I encounter once and every minute to drag on the status of the website and insufficient resources is taken to you on the next level which the CEO doesn't want. It will keep him backfire on the prospects that will put the company for closure that he doesn't experience. I state my real progress on my work but I was stress on the one raised and doesn't accept any efforts to build a new website for the company. So I already talked the CEO about this and Friday I notice that he is not around that time at the office then someone from admin that he was fired already by CEO upon the address and the admin that I'll be going back for the pay on the 18th of September for some new hires to use the facilities. When the CEO confronted me that was lunch time that he had appreciate efforts for the good of his company upon limited resources, that will take years from Game Provider to another next level. 

Patience still working

I take to have still seeing better opportunity for one year with envious attitude with mother and the eldest since our father left here in this earth (it would be his 3rd Death Anniversary) with the grieve and anger upon they to me and youngest upon my lifetime medication that my doctor is expecting before holy-week. Oh! lord on looking the better opportunity is to difficult and if it is Information Technology on the envious employers upon hiring a candidate. Wow! I took more patience on that upon my mother's envious attitude in terms of holding a budget in this house. Hope that my fb friends and should bear with me due that I have to catch up my accounts with overdue(argg!!!)darn! I could help on with family attitude but I keen and pray for it everyday before my morning shift where I have to over-all a website that something to work on freelance which is PHP/WordPress something that I could vindicated on .Net projects hopefully on before my forecasting my retirement and working double time. Couldn't tell my envy mother(as part of the family that's why Idon't intent have a family to introduce their lolo and lola upon their attitude), bear with me that I would go back with the sport that my health as hypothyroid patient has which is running and fitness.

Earn Trust

I have experience these past few months results of wrong choice of work to end that my medicine and running put on sacrifice, that's make me weak.Of Course needed to earn trust which you worked it out first with your family that you able hopefully rely-on but upon the lack of financial support that both you need will be a big sacrifice that keep my motivation to  double time not just financial support but health also. Know that i'm current find a work with better benefits that we everyone is needed so I focus myself today that I'm having right now. Giving myself my best foot forward for my current work and road to be a fitness coach after catching up my work lapse as System Developer for good. I know this not an easy tasks to do that will take more focus and dedication on passion that will make you grow more as a person and stay healthy and get back restored everything 

I can say whatever I want to say against my previous work

I have realize everything on my previous work last year. Horror and worst for most working environment that I have ever experience in doing an application support ever. Sharing of knowledge was insufficient to do better and best to do production support. Unapproachable workmates was unhealthy that time to work (time it was a night shift I'm sick of it!) A forum thread upon my previous employment, I'm talking to Kforce Global Solution that they giving an opportunity in reality it wasn't. 

http://www.pinoyexchange.com/forums/showthread.php?t=385675.

An experience that I should take note to myself. Respect, I haven't earn that time with them, that time my family is suffering a grief due to my father's lost that they ever not respected that. Imbalance working environment like forced attending Christmas Party in which you don't want to attend with. Why?  Toxic,  Unhappy to work with a team in a full of pride, not to be respected as team leader and project manager and insulting a privacy a workmates life. I don't care if they decided to remove me due to my performance, everything has it's reason that makes an opportunity to see a workplace and opportunity to gain my technical skills performance back with them I earn it. I have the right to say against them and the weird part is they've rendered long years of doing application support of an old technology they cannot deliver. Once you left then they have returned! wow! funny! Irresponsible team leader and project manager to approach with.

Having a Holy Week

I wasn't have to keep calm myself to do my performance better. A Holy Week vacation and still catching up on our deadline with my current project. Needed to have a daily routine back on the road and preparing for the revenge to prove myself more not just as runner but also as a programmer, now that step by step to regain the real me. Taking one step at the time with the new colleague and a current project with the government will regain my confidence back. It will take time just keep myself focus on my goal to regain myself back. With a new workmates can work with on a project as a team that they can consult whatever information needed. I owe having the running teams where open minded that can share with and ready to listen with a new workmates are open-minded and earning respect. Taking time to attend the activities at the church that will take time be with my family.